Let me grab my Crystal Ball and see what it says....
Just a game duff, don't be so hard on yo self..
Hows things mate thought you quit grep
It sounds to be like no matter where you go, you feel useless. Here is a thought. Maybe it is you and not the alliances?
you have over simplified this but yes totl and -anonymous- are the frontrunners.
I still have not found a cure for my social retarded-ness..
As for quitting, well this is something I mull over on a daily basis, perhaps today more than most.