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since Grepo has become a part of my daily life now, i would like to share with you, i would like to introduce my self in a way never done before. I have an Online Blog and i will be updating it, and i beleive that it will be a bit of a good idea to post it here too. I hope you too can do similar posts on this thread if you can. thanks guys, and btw, i am listining to my heart will go on by celine dion (titanic song) so i am a bit calm. haha.
Saturday 18th of december 2010, no timing in my bubble
I’m her to touch, to express and to connect, welcome.
My life is a mixture of art, rebelling, strangeness, music, architecture and designing, it’s a roller coaster life, so step into my world and accompany thru my journey.
do me a favor, put your favorite song on first than start reading,
They say its not the destination, it’s the journey, well what if your journey is leading you to so many destinations, but you just have to pick one. I am 17 years young, I’m colorful, my life is a mystery, many want to be me and many don’t want me to be me. I’m a son of a torn-apart family, the only son, cousin and the only nephew to the family. I live in Lebanon, an Arab country and I am Christian. I will start with my location, because I’m in an eastern country but with the life of a western teen, im really miss understood by some, I’m usually a very crazy person, it takes a lot to understand me but once you do you will never want to leave me. I live in my own bubble, a bubble made of ambitions and dreams, fueled by music and art and motivated by architecture and interior design. I feed on attention, I want it 24/7, I want to be in the spotlight all of the time, I want my name on everything because I think that I have endless potential, and I want to explode like a bomb and leave behind me great works of art. 2 things will get me high, good RNB music and old Europian buildings. I want to start a revolution, I feel like something is moving in me sais Jason Derula, well Jason, ditto. In RL I have few friends, I pick them carefully and trust them endlessly, online I have sisters and brothers who love me to pieces, I have friends that would fight the world for me, risk anything for me, I have people who I consider as my rock and support and that I shelter in them when the ground shakes underneath me, I have people that I look up to so much (that’s you kapparoo), but I only have one all-in-one, my best friend, sister, my rock and my inspiration, shes my Oompa. I feel like cruzing the streets with my windows down, with music loud as hell. Music is my oxygen, dancing is my engine, singing is my passion, it cures me and cleans my body, it runs thru my veins, It makes my skin jump up and down and it closes my eyes. My dream and efforts are for Hollywood, it’s what I want and I’m getting it. I feel like a traitor, backstabbing my gift, ever since I was a kid designing buildings and furniture is what I did, I’m extremely talented and I have styles that very little people have on this planet, people get tears in their eyes when they see my drawings and I just fly high with satisfaction. The thing that drives me crazy is the things that people envy me for, my talents that each pulls me to a different corner. Who owns my heart? Is it love or is it art? Or is it my love for art? I have never been in love, never slept with a girl actually and I’m a quite attractive straight person, it’s just that I don’t care for those things, all I can imagine is new York and Hollywood, London and Moscow, I close my eyes and I picture them, I hear music even though it’s not in my ears. But what im expected to do is architecture, I feel really bad with the idea of me dumping this talent for Hollywood, but Hollywood is what I love, why can’t I just be both? The people I meet stare at me, they tell me your going to be such a successful person but I just want to be happy, I want the world to stop when I listin to Akon, I want the time to just stop with music in my ears……..
I won’t talk anymore today, but I will post daily, thank you for reading looking forward to your feedback, help me decide and accompany me thru my journey, I’m a very fragile person I’m afraid that anything will hurt me, but I will just recover and keep going.
Recommended music for the day : Christina Aguilera and nicki minaj – woohoo.
Welcome into my world.
Sunday 19th Of december, 2010. 7:30 AM Gmt.
I woke up to nicki minaj today, and to my partner in dorm cuddling his GF, awkward much? Its really not what I expected of this morning but when have I expected to move to a dorm in the first place? I played my Life in the windows media player, I really wish I could skip parts of my life as I can skip parts of songs, if your sexy and you know it sais akon than clap your hands, well someone has been clapping all night and I couldn’t sleep at all but my only consolation is that he might have been listing to that song…… or catching some flies oh well…... I have only slept for a few hours and I have to work an 8 hours shift tonight booking hotels for rich people who disrupt my music. I would have said now im off to put my clothes on expect that I have slept in them, it’s a jeans and a brown T-shirt, can you wear that at 30 000 feats up in the sky? well blame it on Jason Derula for raising me there in the first place, yeah Jason you do that to me sometimes, when I listin to ”revolution” my body gets filled with oxygen, than I remember that I inhaled that in the first place, my eyes close and my ears become holly, I tap my fingers on my laptop’s speaker and become in extacy mode. Then I remember that it’s time to work and my bubble bursts, I know the meaning of the word “I wish” but I wish I didn’t have to say it in the 1st place,because Oompa I wish you were online so I could have said good morning my angel, i feel your tight huggles for me.
Recommended music for the day : Jason derula- revolution
Sunday evening, good evening readers.
Booking for rich people is over, my shift has ended, and my dreams have begun, my dreams of me myself one day becoming a billionaire, I want to be a billionaire so freaking bad, just like Travy mc coy, why do people worry too much for the green pieces of paper? It’s just ink and cotton, and yes I do know that money is made of cotton, does it mean I’m obsessed with it? I feel my body craving for some rave, music makes me and never breaks me, my grounds are shacking and I run to my portable shelter, my music player, suddenly the earphones became my best friends, they are always there for me hanging around my neck. Earth to George when I click play, hungry and tired, I need a shower and I have some homework but I just can’t get my mind off that rhythm… nananaanananaa, snoop dog raps that bling night starts. Now off to eat off to the shower and then I’ll be back to sleep, wake up and blog some more. Im having a strange feeling I just want to talk about before I go…. I feel like im watching the “social network” all over again, when I was seeing it I was breathless, secretly analyzing Marc’s every word, he is a genius, and I know it ain’t even cool for me to sound cocky no more as Eminem said but I just can’t resist, I felt as if I was watching myself, I related to that, and now I’m having the same feeling all over again, when your too happy and soo nervous, curious about what the world is hiding for you just around the corner…. Now I’m off to take my shower, I reek of clever sweat and hyper hunger, im a dynamo, beat me like a disco drum.
Recommended music for the day : Jason derula- revolution
since Grepo has become a part of my daily life now, i would like to share with you, i would like to introduce my self in a way never done before. I have an Online Blog and i will be updating it, and i beleive that it will be a bit of a good idea to post it here too. I hope you too can do similar posts on this thread if you can. thanks guys, and btw, i am listining to my heart will go on by celine dion (titanic song) so i am a bit calm. haha.
Saturday 18th of december 2010, no timing in my bubble
I’m her to touch, to express and to connect, welcome.
My life is a mixture of art, rebelling, strangeness, music, architecture and designing, it’s a roller coaster life, so step into my world and accompany thru my journey.
do me a favor, put your favorite song on first than start reading,
They say its not the destination, it’s the journey, well what if your journey is leading you to so many destinations, but you just have to pick one. I am 17 years young, I’m colorful, my life is a mystery, many want to be me and many don’t want me to be me. I’m a son of a torn-apart family, the only son, cousin and the only nephew to the family. I live in Lebanon, an Arab country and I am Christian. I will start with my location, because I’m in an eastern country but with the life of a western teen, im really miss understood by some, I’m usually a very crazy person, it takes a lot to understand me but once you do you will never want to leave me. I live in my own bubble, a bubble made of ambitions and dreams, fueled by music and art and motivated by architecture and interior design. I feed on attention, I want it 24/7, I want to be in the spotlight all of the time, I want my name on everything because I think that I have endless potential, and I want to explode like a bomb and leave behind me great works of art. 2 things will get me high, good RNB music and old Europian buildings. I want to start a revolution, I feel like something is moving in me sais Jason Derula, well Jason, ditto. In RL I have few friends, I pick them carefully and trust them endlessly, online I have sisters and brothers who love me to pieces, I have friends that would fight the world for me, risk anything for me, I have people who I consider as my rock and support and that I shelter in them when the ground shakes underneath me, I have people that I look up to so much (that’s you kapparoo), but I only have one all-in-one, my best friend, sister, my rock and my inspiration, shes my Oompa. I feel like cruzing the streets with my windows down, with music loud as hell. Music is my oxygen, dancing is my engine, singing is my passion, it cures me and cleans my body, it runs thru my veins, It makes my skin jump up and down and it closes my eyes. My dream and efforts are for Hollywood, it’s what I want and I’m getting it. I feel like a traitor, backstabbing my gift, ever since I was a kid designing buildings and furniture is what I did, I’m extremely talented and I have styles that very little people have on this planet, people get tears in their eyes when they see my drawings and I just fly high with satisfaction. The thing that drives me crazy is the things that people envy me for, my talents that each pulls me to a different corner. Who owns my heart? Is it love or is it art? Or is it my love for art? I have never been in love, never slept with a girl actually and I’m a quite attractive straight person, it’s just that I don’t care for those things, all I can imagine is new York and Hollywood, London and Moscow, I close my eyes and I picture them, I hear music even though it’s not in my ears. But what im expected to do is architecture, I feel really bad with the idea of me dumping this talent for Hollywood, but Hollywood is what I love, why can’t I just be both? The people I meet stare at me, they tell me your going to be such a successful person but I just want to be happy, I want the world to stop when I listin to Akon, I want the time to just stop with music in my ears……..
I won’t talk anymore today, but I will post daily, thank you for reading looking forward to your feedback, help me decide and accompany me thru my journey, I’m a very fragile person I’m afraid that anything will hurt me, but I will just recover and keep going.
Recommended music for the day : Christina Aguilera and nicki minaj – woohoo.
Welcome into my world.
Sunday 19th Of december, 2010. 7:30 AM Gmt.
I woke up to nicki minaj today, and to my partner in dorm cuddling his GF, awkward much? Its really not what I expected of this morning but when have I expected to move to a dorm in the first place? I played my Life in the windows media player, I really wish I could skip parts of my life as I can skip parts of songs, if your sexy and you know it sais akon than clap your hands, well someone has been clapping all night and I couldn’t sleep at all but my only consolation is that he might have been listing to that song…… or catching some flies oh well…... I have only slept for a few hours and I have to work an 8 hours shift tonight booking hotels for rich people who disrupt my music. I would have said now im off to put my clothes on expect that I have slept in them, it’s a jeans and a brown T-shirt, can you wear that at 30 000 feats up in the sky? well blame it on Jason Derula for raising me there in the first place, yeah Jason you do that to me sometimes, when I listin to ”revolution” my body gets filled with oxygen, than I remember that I inhaled that in the first place, my eyes close and my ears become holly, I tap my fingers on my laptop’s speaker and become in extacy mode. Then I remember that it’s time to work and my bubble bursts, I know the meaning of the word “I wish” but I wish I didn’t have to say it in the 1st place,because Oompa I wish you were online so I could have said good morning my angel, i feel your tight huggles for me.
Recommended music for the day : Jason derula- revolution
Sunday evening, good evening readers.
Booking for rich people is over, my shift has ended, and my dreams have begun, my dreams of me myself one day becoming a billionaire, I want to be a billionaire so freaking bad, just like Travy mc coy, why do people worry too much for the green pieces of paper? It’s just ink and cotton, and yes I do know that money is made of cotton, does it mean I’m obsessed with it? I feel my body craving for some rave, music makes me and never breaks me, my grounds are shacking and I run to my portable shelter, my music player, suddenly the earphones became my best friends, they are always there for me hanging around my neck. Earth to George when I click play, hungry and tired, I need a shower and I have some homework but I just can’t get my mind off that rhythm… nananaanananaa, snoop dog raps that bling night starts. Now off to eat off to the shower and then I’ll be back to sleep, wake up and blog some more. Im having a strange feeling I just want to talk about before I go…. I feel like im watching the “social network” all over again, when I was seeing it I was breathless, secretly analyzing Marc’s every word, he is a genius, and I know it ain’t even cool for me to sound cocky no more as Eminem said but I just can’t resist, I felt as if I was watching myself, I related to that, and now I’m having the same feeling all over again, when your too happy and soo nervous, curious about what the world is hiding for you just around the corner…. Now I’m off to take my shower, I reek of clever sweat and hyper hunger, im a dynamo, beat me like a disco drum.
Recommended music for the day : Jason derula- revolution
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