Varun
Strategos
Alright, seriously, please do not think me as a wannabe who just wants to get sympathies or love. I seriously am not. I just feel like opening and I do know that people here are good listeners and overall, good human beings as well.
Let me begin a little bit about myself. My name is Varun and I am from India. I am 17 and am currently completing my high school.
My family consists of my mom. I guess, that is the block no. 1 in my life.
You see, my dad is a severe alcoholic. He constantly beat and bruised my mum and me for 15 years. i.e. since my birth. So we threw him out of our lives and good riddance, as a matter of fact. But still that pain and that hurt still gnaws my psyche, battering it constantly.
I am considered to be a good student by my teacher which I owe entirely to my mum, of course. She was the one who induced my passion for English Literature. I want to be a Software Engineer specializing in PC Game Design (I love games!!)
I won't comment about my relationships with girls right now since nothing is solid as yet. But still, I can tell that I do like this girl at school. But haven't had the guts to tell her about it. Oh and btw, I have been liking her since 4 years. (Honest!)
Well, what else? I am generally a guy who gets angry a lot but am trying to keep calm these past few months. Most of this has to be due to past pain(s).
I am also writing this for those who have met or are meeting with the same conditions in your own life. Please do not lose hope and certainly not your will. Know that there is someone out there who listens, who cares.
Please do not judge me wrong for writing this. I really felt like opening up a little, honest
Let me begin a little bit about myself. My name is Varun and I am from India. I am 17 and am currently completing my high school.
My family consists of my mom. I guess, that is the block no. 1 in my life.
You see, my dad is a severe alcoholic. He constantly beat and bruised my mum and me for 15 years. i.e. since my birth. So we threw him out of our lives and good riddance, as a matter of fact. But still that pain and that hurt still gnaws my psyche, battering it constantly.
I am considered to be a good student by my teacher which I owe entirely to my mum, of course. She was the one who induced my passion for English Literature. I want to be a Software Engineer specializing in PC Game Design (I love games!!)
I won't comment about my relationships with girls right now since nothing is solid as yet. But still, I can tell that I do like this girl at school. But haven't had the guts to tell her about it. Oh and btw, I have been liking her since 4 years. (Honest!)
Well, what else? I am generally a guy who gets angry a lot but am trying to keep calm these past few months. Most of this has to be due to past pain(s).
I am also writing this for those who have met or are meeting with the same conditions in your own life. Please do not lose hope and certainly not your will. Know that there is someone out there who listens, who cares.
Please do not judge me wrong for writing this. I really felt like opening up a little, honest
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