not great but yes honourable, as most here are I find.
go ahead and write whatever fictional stories of dishonour you want, don't mind me, just remember to include yourself at the top of the list of rotten eggs you write those stories about, for staying silent and hiding until the win was guaranteed before speaking out.
Just keep hiding, not just because you fear repercussions from rotten eggs but because you know if it does come out who you are, no potential world winning alliance will ever let you join in future worlds and the guys you now call friends will drop you first chance they get.